If time can freeze

if only time can freeze then i hope it stop at that particular moment.

if i could turn back time, i wish i handle things the better way. but it is kind of impossible.

Staying close will just make letting go even tougher

I don't believe in gaining something at the expense of someone's happiness. Don't you feel guilt-ridden and insecure about holding something that doesn't meant for you in the first place.But in this reality world. it's about how you portray your capabilities and tactics to get what you want. thus, nothing belongs to you until you really get it in hand and hold it tight, cause you never know when it will be gone when you lose grip.

But fighting isn't my style, cause i dont believe in feeling happier to fight for the things you want. Fighting i mean, trying means and ways to just get it, even when losing your principles and pride is a kind of "investment". i believe in putting my utmost best and use 101% to work hard for it. for example, if i set it hard that my career will be this way, i will use my heart and effort to work it through and not scheming tactics or hypocritical ways to get what i want. Sometimes proving so hard you already gain what you want is just an empty shell.

i hate this distances, cause i treasure our friendships.

i should learn to forsake some

Greed is always the plight